lol. my bro always watch this cartoon. when i sing the song, he will scream. ahaha. i find the song damn funny and it can't get off your mind once you listen to it. lol. and people commented that the japanese who sand the song used bad "engrish". trouble= traruble or something. lol.
they can compete with me for bad pronunciation of "engrish" le. hah
i am here to blog that i am sick. lol. like jiahui.
prime suspect of flu/ throat pain virus infection:
1. my mother
2. my father
3. some annoymous person.
this is Private Investigator Clareen here. lol.
and ohya i am using the little pink book(which i normally use to write my homework) that pp gave me for christmas for writing down my thoughts. i've never written a diary for the 15 years i've been on earth. maybe should try it for this year.
but the problem is, there's only 10 pages left in the little pink book. 
btw, i read this from a book and found it meaningful.
"no one can make you feel inferior without your consent."
eleanor roosevelt
the story is about a plump woman who felt inferior. people always commented about her size and when she finally reduce her size from a size 20 to like size 12 or 10, she wondered what she really wanted?
here's somemore meaningful phrases she said in the epilogue:
"if you want to lose weight, it's not just about calories, and carbs, good fats and metabolic rates. it's more than that. just start on whatever day you start, even if you have just had lunch, and eaten a pizza, and garlic bread with cheese, and Banoffi pie. it doesn't matter. do it or don't do it. decide what makes you happy. if being fat depresses you, change it. it's up to you."
"i allowed myself, feeling worthess, to be backed into a corner, because i was fat. it's when you finally, finally, come out fighting, in whatever shape it takes, that you feel worth something again, and you realise that nothing significant is really infuenced by you dress size. you are worth loving, letting yourself be loved, loving somebody in return"
and there's also one big chump of what the narrator felt about love. i think jiahui will love it! i will quote one teeny bit about what she said.
"so i learned that love is not explosions or drama. it idles up gently, and settles down beside you, and you may not even realise until you glance around and see it sitting back, comfortable and relaxed, as if it had been there all along."
i think that's all for today. tata.
happy deepavali! i finally can sleep until it's late late late
